When I’m missing you …


When I’m missing you … ok I wanna cerita pasal my last relationship … it last 1 month and the one before last 1 day XD !! crazy me !!  btw wanna speak about the one month !! … I have fun with “him” ok he’s a boy and I’m not gay !!  ok on 3td of november i ask for a fake relationship " fake fake fake " !! but the next day he drew me this >> 



sweet right ?? :'( it hurt for me tho see that picture !! ohh forget to give info about him :

-i know him with the name of lemur lovegood  
-12.12.1995 ( spm 2012 ) ( if he was right no if i was ~.~ ) 
-real name aslan ( think so )
-kind-funny-sweet only word that sub him ... :) !! 

when i was with him there's a girl name maya who was in love with me " think so " so both of us couple and it last for a day ~.~ ( because i was inlove with lemur , i'll call him alan , don't wanna call him by the name or an animal XD !! ) so me and lemur get to know each other well  "have to say" i was damn in love till my bf( best friend not forever) ask are you gay and all that ... but i dont care !! then one night i was very stress and i had a fight with "him" he's like i want divorce !! i'm like what ever !! and he change the relation ship stat and i was like WTF !! I LOVE YOU !! and i went mad and unfriend him and the second thing i block him !! and telling every one a lie that i hate him !! i was like lost a few days till i say i'am sorry ... :'( but it was to late !! damn it makes me cry writing all this ... ok on his birthday i msj him on 12 am ( tepat ) XD !! ok just remember start 3.11.2011 end 9.12.2011 .... i'm writhing with red cause i love him !! that him !! ergh !! love him like crazy !! crazy i can go to mental hospital now !! now me and him is like >>

me : hye 
him : hye 
me : what are you doing 
him : nothing 
me : ohh i c 
him : ya 
me : ok bye 
him ok bye2

:'( !!
there's something with me till i fell in love with him !! i guess i still love him but he's not the same ... far not the same .. wish i don't act like an idiot that day !! wish !! any way he did wish me happy birthday XD !! 
hahaha i was waiting for his wish actually .... hahaha that's all about "HIM" !! <3 <3 <3

BTW WHEN I'M MISSING YOU ( HIM ) I'LL SEE THE PICTURE <3 <3 <3 :) 

~~ X O x O X o x o ~~ hug kisses <3 H I J <3